In the vein of Mary Karrs Lit, Augusten Burroughs Dry, and Sarah Hepolas Blackout, As Needed for Pain is a raw and riveting – and often wryly funny – addiction memoir from one of New York medias most accomplished editors which explores his never-before-told story of opioid addiction and the drastic impact it had on his life and career.
Dan Peres wasnt born to be a media insider. As an awkward, magic-obsessed adolescent, nothing was further from his reality than the catwalks of Paris or the hallways of glossy magazine publishers. A gifted writer and shrewd cultural observer, Peres eventually took the leap – even when it meant he had to fake a sense of belonging in a new world of famed fashion designers, celebrities, and some of medias biggest names. But he had a secret: opiates.
Peres career as an editor at W magazine and Details is well known, but little is known about his private life as a high-functioning drug addict. In As Needed for Pain, Peres lays bare for the first time the extent of his drug use – at one point a 60-pill-a-day habit.
By turns humorous and gripping, Peres story is a cautionary coming-of-age tale filled with unforgettable characters and breathtaking brushes with disaster. But the heart of the book is his journey from outsider to insecure insider, what it took to get him there, and how he found his way back from a killing addiction.
As Needed for Pain offers a rare glimpse into New York medias past – a time when print magazines mattered – and a rarefied world of wealth, power, and influence. It is also a brilliant, shocking dissection of a life teetering on the edge of destruction, and what it took to pull back from the brink.
Narrator: Joe Hempel
Duration: 6 hours 20 minutes
Released: 20 Nov 2002